Dammit. I thought I was over her. Dammit. I really was. Dammit. Why did I have to read those letters? Her small, squiggly handwriting.. =)

Its been a few months and who'd knew she could still cause me to lose sleep? Damn there's none like her. But I won't see her again, maybe soon, maybe never. Dammit, I have to concentrate and get over it but I just can't. But I must, I can't lose focus, not at this critical juncture.

"I know you want to sit with me right?" *smiles*
*smiles bashfully* "No" *sits*

I can be such a twit at times.